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It feels too late

by Kerc Church

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I am not a perfect being. So far from godlike perfect dream. Deep inside within the red. Ruined heart. Pulse close to death. Summon me. To your caress. It must be better than all I’ve left. Something to feel. Something to stress. Something to break within the chest.
2.
I want to die a nobody. But in a better place than this. Escape the hidden creatures. Waiting to destroy my soul. Start in a place not haunted. By past interactions. By shadows of ill intending. Do not return. Not for them to see. What you could become. Removed from this dark. I want to get away from here.
3.
Illuminated 01:35
I am wide awake Everyone is dying Steps progressing To rot and to dust I venture forward Each step full of panic Is this place all i’ll have Or ever be? The handle moves The door is opened This sight I see Will never leave The light not always The safest to journey Illuminated I am cursed to be. Searing sights You should not wander. The Search for knowledge The quest for life Inside rotting The body betraying Desires and passions Beyond reach. The handle moves The door is opened This sight I see Will never leave The light not always The safest to journey Illuminated I am cursed to be.
4.
Borderline. With ideation. Not much to hold onto. Not much left. Cutting only goes so far. This I’ve witnessed, not taken part. Violent outbursts. Do not ease the stress. Frustrated. Awaiting death.
5.
Life filtered through damaged perspectives. Fed your truths from agenda filled minds. Through screen and print, echoed in chambers. Centre collapses through divisions sown. Again the right attempts to rise. Its divisive tongue breaking even its own ranks. Fake news and fake propoganda. Distorted perspectives of a dying world. Distortion is love. Distortion is life.
6.
Those groups declaring unity. Family. Love. In youth aimed at being one of you. I did not cast myself out. Proclamations and acts you claim to be against. Not condone. I have been a target and I have observed. Actions of hypocrisy. Forgiveness you seek. I do not blame you entirely. But stop pointing your fingers as well. Misdirection weaponised. Take advantage of easy targets. Do not question us. They always hate the questions. We are only as we are. Outcasts as you weren’t welcoming. Not all of us desire revenge. Mostly just understanding. And to be left to the ways we have made.
7.
Another image on the screen. Pointless hate instilled in me. This Life in flesh I asked not of. Trapped and stranded outcast scum. Put aside the faiths that fail. To hold up to the purity they hail. Trust destroyed and shattered again. Humanity is not your friend. Fail to find the meaning. In the words of hate. If your great creator. Made me he makes mistakes. If he is not infallible. How strong is your god. To error so completely. Explains this world alot.
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No Meaning 01:29
Another image on the screen. Pointless hate instilled in me. This Life in flesh I asked not of. Trapped and stranded outcast scum. Put aside the faiths that fail. To hold up to the purity they hail. Trust destroyed and shattered again. Humanity is not your friend. Fail to find the meaning. In the words of hate. If your great creator. Made me he makes mistakes. If he is not infallible. How strong is your god. To error so completely. Explains this world alot.
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Comatose 02:13
Burn this place to ash. Too much time has passed. Cannot repair the tears. Nothing ever lasts. Become immortal. Part of the code. Zeroes and ones. Frequency and screams. Live forever. Until deleted. Banned. Content purged. Server failure. Comatose.
10.
Why won’t you fucking die. Why won’t you fucking die. Why won’t you fucking die. Stay out of my fucking life.
11.
It feels too late. Many moments passed. Opportunities lost. At what cost to the self. Still desiring change. Still persist with such noise. It feels too late. The horror of choice. We live in our dreams. Escape into screens. The truth built from lies. Spread far and wide. Some questions worth asking. But intent often ill. Humanity leaves me cold. How deep its hate goes.

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released March 3, 2019

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